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some people on xanga are just plain stupid. i accidentally stumbled upon one with nothing but pop-ups filled with obscene pornographic images. what makes it worse, my sister and brother saw. i am just so angry. those people just want to cause some trouble.
i want to report that site. does anyone know how???
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| i`m gonna get ya now |
[23 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
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they are finding me.
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[22 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
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i found my HS`s blogring at xanga. i was a little weirded out. i thought plainfield was supposed to be lacking in that kind of knowledge. i know, i`m so mean. i started off looking through a random blogring and recognized a girl`s picture. she went to my school. then i posted a commnet (big mistake btw) and went to this other girl`s xanga. this one i think is in my art class. not entirely sure though. then i noticed that blogrings. Life in Plainfield, *-Plainfield Central High School-*, incoming freshman @ phs. wow..... i never knew.
then i realized that i didn`t want anybody from school reading what i write in xanga or here. i`ve hidden my lj link fortunately. there`s too much on here that would surely be a nice appetite for gossipers and what have you. especially the thing about patryck. that`s right i`ve been spelling it wrong.
too much. i don`t want to get involved with that. i think i`ll have to go "friends only" on this livejournal. i may have to.
i feel constricted now.
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| smells like teen spirit |
[18 Sep 2004|11:27am] |
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it`s the weekend. to think that it felt like monday was just yesterday. this year is going by oh so fast. -sigh- well, next week is homecoming week. yipee. loads of fun i suspect. maybe. there are dress up days like pj day and school color day. yes, i get extra credit in french for dressing everyday. i love that class. we get croissants from panera bread too. i swear all the classes are just dishing out easy extra credit. i`m not complaining. homecoming is on saturday. i`m still dileberating if i should attend. i might go with van. that, my friend, would be soo awesome.
finally hoodie weather!! it`s been hot this month. too hot for september. i`m so glad it`s colder today. i can wear my + lifeguard hoodie now. good thing there aren`t any pools around here.
yesterday i took a nap at 6pm and didn`t wake up until 1am. long right? i was tired. and my neck hurt b/c i took it on the couch. it made some people pissed off though.
i went to bed when i woke up. read a bit, then went back to sleep. at 3AM i heard this weird sound. like a tornado alarm but in a pattern. i thought there was a tornado or severe thunder storm underway! i was freaked out b/c i heard people screaming outside. then i decided to look outside. nothing. then people again. it turned out that there was this couple fighting or whatever. that`s the people i heard. straighforward cussing at 3AM in the morning. geez, some people are trying to get some sleep. it`s almost like chicago. not the suburbs. i woke up today at 7. pretty early considering the time i went to sleep. all in all that was a very strange friday.
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| not formal |
[13 Sep 2004|04:09pm] |
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this post will not make sense to you.
wow, she ditched me for those two. -points- i didn`t know i was soooo.....driving people away. one girl asked me why i was so quiet today. i shrugged and she asked if i was scared of her. looki-loo. i`m not. i have a headache now. this always happens now.
yesterday we locked ourselves outside of our house. we had to wait outside while the mosquitoes were feasting on our flesh. sounds good doesn`t it? i called kathy. everything seems to be floating her boat. that`s nice, now what about me? i have maybe 2 friends in the whole school. sure, i have aqauintences, lots, but i`d like to make more friends. i know quality is better than quantity, but i still feel like i`m not offering more of myself to others. i want them to know that i`m a good person. that i`m talented, cool, understanding, outgoing. i am outgoing. just not to people i`m not comfortable with. i feel like i`m shooing people away. i`m going to stop.
grand theft autumn rules my mind right now. it`s sooo catchy. i love it. i`m also listening to more mellow music now, not so heavy. it`s good though i get to expand a bit. but i still like the heavier stuff. fajhdsljhfdslfhsafsdfslkjauigfndkvcxuigwm,
my typing skills are improving as you can see.
i like patrick a lot. he`s just sooo nice. ooohhh i gave away his name. i`m safe here though. i least i think so? whoever is reading this from school, i bade you to keep quiet! eh, there`s a lot of patricks at school. -rolls eyes-
i hate algebra, any part of math i detest. today just proved how much i loath that subject. i felt soo stupid. god, idiot. i just hope i get an A on the test tomorrow. i am determind to be on HIGH HONORS this semester and next. no one is going to stop me. my life is going up n` smoke.
haha, reminds me of the whole "why does the black man have to die first?" situation.
i`m tired. feeling lazy and blah. i couldn`t keep myself awake during french. i`m going now.........yup. bye.
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| school`s taking over for awhile |
[10 Sep 2004|04:53pm] |
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too lazy to write. lots of picture instead.
( i forgot what your name was )
told you it was long. i need one of hector. i`ll let my sis get that one.
hmmmmm....my life is weird.
my mommy`s bday is today!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM!!!! <3333333 you.
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| dorks are hot |
[06 Sep 2004|10:16am] |
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normally i wouldn`t post conversations up, but this one is an exception.
( are you scottish? )
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| erg, i need to sneeze now |
[05 Sep 2004|11:07pm] |
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allergies suck, folks.
they`re killing me. ugh.
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| lookie what i have |
[02 Sep 2004|08:08pm] |
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p.i.m.p. | 50 cent |
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lol.
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those days when you felt so alive | spitalfield |
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school has been good. we arrive to school late, but that has it`s ups. no rushing and less people to push and shove in the hallway. ha, i try to avoid doing that. i`m a polite person. it`s my nature to let people go first or have the first choice. i can`t close a door without looking behind me b/c someone might be there. so you see my point. unfortunately, others aren`t exactly the same. well, back to the subject. in art foundations, i actually drew a half-way decent picture. it`s the most realistic picture i`ve drawn yet. my teacehr, mr. faris, said it was good, yet i kind of sensed that he was wanting something more. i`m trying. it`s just a little intimidating sometimes.
for some strange reason, whenever i`m in study hall i get allergies. then they stop by the next class. dust in the classroom maybe? dog hair?? who knows.
in algebra, jyoti was talking about her religion. she can`t go to any dances or socials (if she were a guy, she could), she can`t date, her parents have to pick her husband (kind of like arranged marriage, but she doesn`t have to marry the guy if he`s not right. she can date other guys her parents pick until she finds the most suitable for her.) that kind of sucks. it was interesting learning about other religions and such. being in a catholic school for all my elementary and middle school education limits that. i did have a jehovah`s witness in my class though. he was a pretty cool guy. you`ll see him in the army soon.
french. did i tell you about the guy with the foot long spikes on his head? not yet, i don`t think. well, he has verrrrrryyyyy long green spiked hair. he could poke someone`s eye out with those. i feel so sorry for tayler. she sits behind him. i mean, i don`t hate him or anything b/c of it, but it would kind of suck to have to sit behind him. every time he turns his head you have to watch out.
i made a discovery in bio. this guy who i thought didn`t like me very much, doesn`t. he`s actually pretty nice.
i didn`t participate in P.E. today or yesterday b/c of my "condition." i went to the doctor yesterday in chicago. funny thing was that i was relaxed and felt that everything was good. i`m usually very nervous when going to the doctor`s office. maybe it`s a sign? anyways, i still can`t have P.E. until tuesday b/c tomorrow`s an orientation thing in the auditorium, friday`s picture day. i hate not being able to participate. i feel soo lazy. i`ll hope ms.hyngstrom will go easy on me the first day. i haven`t done anything really physical for months now. i need to get active.
i need the weekend to come sooner.
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| since when did i ever get excited for school? |
[30 Aug 2004|04:25pm] |
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as you all probably know, Linkin Park won the viewer`s choice award yesterday. as of now, the wonderful pang of happiness has not left me. it probably won`t for a time. that`s a good thing though. i could use the good mood for the first weeks of school. i don`t know why, but biology class is always funny in one way or another. i`ve been trying not to burst out laughing during the class, but it`s just not happening. then everyone looks at me weirdly and wonder what the heck i`m laughing at. geez, loosen up a little. i swear no one gets my humor except my sister sometimes, van, and olive. no else does. speaking of which, i`ve given up on the school social system. whoever wants to talk to me, talk to me. only problem is, no one talks to me. how depressing is that? ergh, whatever. i don`t really mind, it`s just that it kind of gets sad, b/c teachers are playing the sympathy card on you when they see that you`re all by your lonesome somewhere. i should make an effort to talk to the other people that are like me. we wander aimlessly around, waiting for someone or something to tell us to go somewhere. i`m going to do that tomorrow. i might as well talk to them. no harm in doing so. i believe that i`m a cool person. i just have to be known well enough to be known that i am. does that even make sense? yes, i reread it. it`s true. i usually don`t like to talk to someone unless i`m comfortable with them. i talk all the time when i am. this entry isn`t making any sense and very uninteresting. i don`t like this post.
i have to practice the french alphabet. what were the first 5 letters again? voici ma petite chanson, qui nous aide a ma lecon. i have no idea if that was correct. i`m tired i`m going to lay down.
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| celebrate. |
[29 Aug 2004|10:24pm] |
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they freakin` won, folks. Linkin Park won.
who am i kidding?
LINKIN PARK WON VIEWER`s CHOICE!!!!!! WOO HOOO!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! hell, yeah. (this is probably the only time you`ll ever hear me say a curse) i love you guys who voted. you freakin rock my socks. nice work guys. i knew you`d come through. YAYA. LINKIN PARK ROCKS. i Love them forever and ever. amen. yes, y`all.
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| vote, vote, vote, vote, VOTE. now. |
[29 Aug 2004|09:33am] |
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today is thee day of the vma`s in miami. it is also your last chance to vote for LINKIN PARK for the viewers`s choice award. so, please vote people. you can vote all day, through the show, until the award is finally presented. i am glad to know that LP, last time i saw, was catching up and currently in 2nd place. your vote counts. in any election.
VOTE FOR LINKIN PARK.
edit:
why am i getting online crushes? that is just the lamest thing i could do. lame-o. grrr...
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my school is the shizzle fo nizzle. word.
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| yay, we`re going to school now. |
[25 Aug 2004|11:13am] |
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my chemical romance | i`m not okay (i promise) |
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well, my first day of school was okay. really boring with all the first-day lectures and all, but it wasn`t that bad actually. i had to wake up at 5AM b/c the bus comes at 6:30 or something. i was the first one there along with my dad. (don`t ask) he wore pajama pants, a jacket, and my sister`s LP cap. you must imagine the horrfic combo. anyways, the bus was late and the driver, i`m assuming, is new so he didn`t exactly know how do get to all the stops. we went around in circles a few times. when we got there, i had no idea where to go. luckily, i found a friend. sooooooooo many people that go my school. i barely see someone twice. i have to make new friends soon. i promised myself that i would get out of the shell i`v been hiding in, and show my true self and be more outgoing, less shy, and more confident. i didn`t quite complete all those goals today.
another thing, i am going to school with trees. most of my classmates are 6 footers or at least close to that. i felt like a midget. i can imagine how you guys would feel about that. besides that, my teachers seem really cool especially ms. ewanic, my math teacher. my school works in teams and i was in....guess what? TEAM EXTREME. hahahahaha. that reminds me... so, it was an a-o-kay day for me.
i feel like taking a nap. my neck hurts for some reason.
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| i`ll stop bothering you now |
[23 Aug 2004|01:12pm] |
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pieces of me | ashlee simpson |
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please add this x t i n a to your buddy list. i was going to go back to thAt xTina but i forgot the password and email that i used for it. i won`t make any more. i don`t want to pester you guys with all these sns i`m making. ok, now forget about the others.
school starts wednesday. ugh. i hope i don`t turn out to be a total outcast.
i`ll probably get lost the first day. end up in some other class and screw everything up. lets hope not.
hmm...thanks for filling out the survey thing. i should tell more about myself. yes?
my real name is christina. i`m not going to put my last name here, but you can ask me. it`s horrible though. (very filipino.) i am filipino. i have black hair, brown eyes, 5'6 tall. i`m very shy offline. i probably gab more here than anywhere else. i`m 14. my b-day is march 13, 1990. i have a sister and a brother, a half-sister and half-brother in PI.
i don`t have a favorite color, b/c i am fond of all of them. my favorite song is probably Play Crack the Sky by Brand New. i love anything LP does though.
i think. a lot. i dream non-stop.
i think that`s all for now. boring facts about moi. woot.
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| noooooooooooooo! |
[17 Aug 2004|10:13pm] |
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why do i have to live an hour away from chicago?
i must find a way to get there. somehow.
don`t forget to vote LP.
vote
okay, now do it again.
c`mon, i know you want to. ;]
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