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this post will not make sense to you.

wow, she ditched me for those two. -points- i didn`t know i was soooo.....driving people away. one girl asked me why i was so quiet today. i shrugged and she asked if i was scared of her. looki-loo. i`m not. i have a headache now. this always happens now.

yesterday we locked ourselves outside of our house. we had to wait outside while the mosquitoes were feasting on our flesh. sounds good doesn`t it? i called kathy. everything seems to be floating her boat. that`s nice, now what about me? i have maybe 2 friends in the whole school. sure, i have aqauintences, lots, but i`d like to make more friends. i know quality is better than quantity, but i still feel like i`m not offering more of myself to others. i want them to know that i`m a good person. that i`m talented, cool, understanding, outgoing. i am outgoing. just not to people i`m not comfortable with. i feel like i`m shooing people away. i`m going to stop.

grand theft autumn rules my mind right now. it`s sooo catchy. i love it. i`m also listening to more mellow music now, not so heavy. it`s good though i get to expand a bit. but i still like the heavier stuff. fajhdsljhfdslfhsafsdfslkjauigfndkvcxuigwm,
my typing skills are improving as you can see.

i like patrick a lot. he`s just sooo nice. ooohhh i gave away his name. i`m safe here though. i least i think so? whoever is reading this from school, i bade you to keep quiet! eh, there`s a lot of patricks at school. -rolls eyes-

i hate algebra, any part of math i detest. today just proved how much i loath that subject. i felt soo stupid. god, idiot. i just hope i get an A on the test tomorrow. i am determind to be on HIGH HONORS this semester and next. no one is going to stop me. my life is going up n` smoke.

haha, reminds me of the whole "why does the black man have to die first?" situation.

i`m tired. feeling lazy and blah. i couldn`t keep myself awake during french. i`m going now.........yup. bye.